why worry?

I really don’t know exactly, I mean, I have an idea or two, but I can’t pinpoint the exact reason why I put so much pressure on everything in my life. But I think I’ve devised a way to take things easier, by taking things easier!!! I know, utter genius that no one but me could have come up with, but that’s what I’ve decided. I will stop putting so much emphasis on everything I have, and just enjoy things. There’s no point in clinging so desperately to something or someone at this age because there’s just so much out there and so many people, it would be pointless to sit here and hold myself back from feeling and thinking and experiencing for fear of having the things I truly want not work out, and ending up with nothing. So in order to truly understand myself and the world in which I am, I am going to stop trying so hard, and just enjoy.

Work

Haha, Stephanie and I are co-workers, in a movie store of all places. How much better can it get. And, I’m starting college on tuesday. Everything seems to be falling into place. Well, almost everything…

Here I am

As real as a green flower